Fever Ray 'When I Grow Up'

must we grow up...

Age is an issue of mind over matter.  If you don't mind, it doesn't matter.  

~Mark Twain

Foals - Spanish Sahara

Sister Bleu-

home: chicago

song: below

sex: lady

a simple smile

a simple pleasure

a simple token

a simple motion

a pure elation

a pure emotion

a pure surprise

a pure manifestation

Love, before me

Love, flows freely

Love, truly mostly

Love, always abundantly

words by Sister Bleu

One and Only - Adele

Jesus-

i have always been strangely attracted to Jesus.  no.  not in the religious, christian obsessive, major turn-off way...but more with a curiosity.  who was he- really, beyond what men today and yesterdays have summed up.

i can't help but admit this attraction stems from an innate way that cannot be justified with any form of logic.  it is definitely produced from a place beyond my physical self, not outer space ...but maybe in a previous life time sort of way...

whatever Jesus was, or had inside his heart and mind...is what people are searching for, God.  
so- it may seem, that God is within you and me.  

is this going to start some controversy?

i can live without the latest fashion, the idealized lifestyle of man made things...  
but i cannot live without love.

when i think of the word love, no rational definition comes to mind.  because it is not mind created, or so i think.

love is a feeling, and the feeling expands when we share it with people and yes, even animals.

but feelings are fleeting...this poses an inconsistency..probably within ourselves.

has this love of God, a somewhat esoteric idea or imagination in which we believe in, hope to be more like...misconstrue our perception of love?

we are naturally attracted to people who triggers a feeling within, not on the surface, but in a way that pokes in the inside, maybe inside the insides we weren't so clearly aware even existed...

to awaken us.  to shift the deeper parts we were not ready to meet, nor face, nor commit to.  


maybe that is what heart break sometimes is. 

i believe Love is essentially God...therefore God is Love.  so if you are sharing Love, you are sharing God. perhaps the most intrinsic part of our existence. 

we don't need to start wars and ruckus over this truth. such conflicts are usually ego inspired
...and my own definition of sin means to be without...so if you are without Truth, living without Truth, you are then sinning.  and no, you will not go to hell, because hell is a self created entity, it is not a place to visit during holiday.


if there is no Truth which resides in you, then this is definitely some food for thought.

"What is absolutely true is always correct, everywhere, all the time, under any condition. An entity's ability to discern these things is irrelevant to that state of truth." - Steven Robiner






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Running Up That Hill-

Meet Michie-

Portland, Oregon

27 years young

5'3

june 14, 1983/ gemini

currently single

eastern european

born and raised in skokie, il

bilingual yoga instructor/ holistic health educator

vices are chocolate and warm days

favorites

season spring time

color pink

food kale

city prague

song cello suite #1 unaccompanied, Bach

quote "breathe"

book hope for the flowers by trina paulus

hobbies

yoga, bike riding, writing haikus, gardening, tea time, hiking, playing guitar and violin, arts and crafts

how do you define love

a magical experience of connectedness on all levels

first kiss

summer before 8th grade

first time you were in love

17ish

how many times have you been in love

twice, romantic love

do you believe in love at first site

sure

do you believe in soulmates

why not, i hope so

have you ever cheated

no

have you ever been cheated on

emotionally

have you been heart broken

yes

how were you affected 

well, i have to make sure i nurture my heart even more, and in different ways than i used to

are you in search of love right now

always open to the possibility of experiencing it

whats your physical type

in shape, not huge muscles, not over 6', light haired

what do you find attractive in a partner

i am attracted to a certain type of body odor in a way which affects my pheromones in a positive way and somebody who has a balance of street smarts, book smarts, independence, can give me hugs when i need it and when i dont.  free hugs.  has a sense of humour.  who is also magical and inspirational

what are your turn offs

long dirty nails, egoism, rudeness, rapists, fat bastards, and womanizers..and dirty teeth, and ugly shoes (i vera, am about to pee my pants)

family upbringing

well, nuclear family, middle class suburbia, a lot of ethnic diversity

supportive and challenging

lots of pressure to be an ideal...was sort of confusing as times

had to search for my own definition of love and individuality

what sustains romantic relationships

honest open communication, willingness to grow and to have fun, trust

do you believe in monogamy

i'd like to, the way i prefer things as of date

do you want to be married one day

its on my radar, not on my to do list

do you want to be a mother

not really sure

whats one thing you need to do or see before you die

live by a warm beach, again

how old do you feel

between 7-320 years old

where do you see yourself in 10 years

i will be 37, it will be 2021

will have written and published my stories on peru, and will live in a small town on a beach, where i ride my bike everywhere and have my cute little apartment, speaking spanish, and or french, portuguese, italian...

and lots of farmers markets.

in love?

preferably

love in spanish

AMOR

do you believe in God?

its a loaded question.

my own definition of God is universal energy that connects with everything..